Wow it's been a month since I last wrote to all of you. I'm still at home wasting away. They won't let me back to work because my head and the migraines are killer. Sitting around all day is really starting to get to me.
Something really horrible happened recently that triggered a whole shit ton of bad memories and I have no way to handle it because I have been sent to find a new therapist and am off all of my meds. Basically I am self destructing.
In a matter of about 10-15 days it will be a full year without being hospitalized but...I'm thinking it will either not last long after that or I just won't make it.
Physically I am awful so that's not helping. I can't sleep aka why this is composed at 3:30am and why my body has more fresh cuts than it has had in months.
No one knows anything about why I am self detonating other than my boyfriend bless him for being so supportive through my shitty days. So I'm not talking about it because I don't know how. Repression is a real bitch.
Valentines day was nice and simple no gifts and a dinner at our favorite place. My boyfriends brother got engaged so that's awesome and sweet but I haven't had a chance to talk to the happy couple yet so...if your reading this Nicole it's so awesome and I can't wait to go to your wedding.
My sister is home for a bit. She had a really horrific thing happen to her in Florida and I'm not handling that well at all.
Inn other news I have been taking a ton of pictures and not sharing any of them here...sorry guys. I have been doing cool watercolors for my friends and that's been fun and I made a facebook page
facebook.com/KristinMinnaPhotography for my pictures (all band stuff curently) Looking into press passes for this summer and working on a real website. Got legit business cards and a real live photo mentor who is a student at my dream photo school.
Uh...there's definitely more but I can't think. I'll update soon. And try to post more.