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I'm trying.
Fighting so hard
It seems to be the only thing I can do
It drains so much from me
The simple resistance
Because it is so far from simple
It seems pointless to try
Because I KNOW the blade will drag
Maybe not now or in 5 minutes
But it WILL in the future
Why wait?
It's so hard to fight
But I'm trying
I am really trying
No one knows how hard it is
How much trying really takes
My thoughts pour on and on
Horrible things,
But I'm still trying
Death, blood, screams
Flashbacks, inner demons
Multiples, addictions
But I'm still trying
Don't I get any credit?
Fighting so hard
It seems to be the only thing I can do
It drains so much from me
The simple resistance
Because it is so far from simple
It seems pointless to try
Because I KNOW the blade will drag
Maybe not now or in 5 minutes
But it WILL in the future
Why wait?
It's so hard to fight
But I'm trying
I am really trying
No one knows how hard it is
How much trying really takes
My thoughts pour on and on
Horrible things,
But I'm still trying
Death, blood, screams
Flashbacks, inner demons
Multiples, addictions
But I'm still trying
Don't I get any credit?
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literally feeling trapped and it's making me so anxious that I am resisting and I want to try and do something else but its so hard to change it. I don't know how much longer I'll last.
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I feel that way too sometimes...everyone does.