My Love

I should have known
You wouldn't be a fling,
You were here to stay.
It would appear I don't want it that way
I keep pushing you away
Trying to deny you your stay.

But it's everything else
Please god don't listen to me.
I want -scratch that- need you here.
I need you to help me through.

I tried to save you from me
But you wouldn't listen
Yelling that I don't understand
You want to be here
That's why your still around

I'm sorry love for everything
And for turning on you.
I pray those marks don't scar.
Still can't believe why your here.
Is love really that strong?