Day In The Life

"I thought I was a bad cutter."
Drive the knife in,
"Like oh my God,
You're completely covered,
I only have a few light scars"
Twist it around

Thank you,
I needed another reminder
That I am a freak
That wearing short sleeves and Capri's
Is against the rules for a girl like me
Someone like you should at least
Sort of understand,
Maybe you're jealous that I cut more
Or deeper, but it is NOT something I'm proud of
Maybe you're just shocked that someone can
Do this much damage to themselves
But honestly I've seen worse
Maybe you just want to have something
In common and that's all you could think to say
But it hurts like driving a knife in

I walk around without them covered
Because I want to convince myself I'm not ashamed
And sometimes it works
But not when a girl like you
Tells me that I am a horrible cutter
And looks horrified when I answer your questions
You ask to see my worse scar
The look on your face makes me want to make more
Because you're horrified
And disgusted, I can see you're happy
You never got this bad

Please just keep thoughts like that
To your self
I don't need the reminders

Thanks