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I bought myself a new camera. Got a really great deal. Nikon D3200 and two lenses for 500 buckaroos. I'm pumped to be trying it out and figuring out it's inner workings.
I'm going to ANOTHER concert on friday :] this one I will be shooting 
So I better figure out this camera fast. I can't wait to try out the super high iso settings. Great grundgey dark grainy pictures when you expose that way. And for metal bands...it works. Only done it with film so it should be interesting.
So I better figure out this camera fast. I can't wait to try out the super high iso settings. Great grundgey dark grainy pictures when you expose that way. And for metal bands...it works. Only done it with film so it should be interesting.School is so close to being over that I am officially super duper nervous!!!! The state exam is in 20 days. Please god let me just...do good. My class final is even sooner and my last hands on test is thursday. So every minute free is spent with my head rammed in a book. Study study study.
Work.......well I'm more comfortable there now....I guess. Basically it still sucks but I'm trying to be upbeat about it. Working the days before thanksgiving is crazy in a supermarket like INSANE who spends 500 dollars on grocerys good lord. I get a 50 dollar gift card for the holidays from there so that's cool. I really like the pay checks too. So not too much to complain about.
The day after my state exam for school I am hopping in a car and driving to Florida to see my lovely sister for Christmas so my family is not doing presents this year. instead we are doing to Universal and such. I get to spend basically ALL my money there. But it should be fun and I get to meet her cat. And pictures! Always pictures.
I made it to about 52 days. I think it was a little longer but deff made it to 52. Longest record EVER. I was proud I bought myself a personal cake. But honestly I could NOT go further, mentally I couldn't handle it. So I ended up cutting but that's totally fine also. Not too upset. I did what I planned to do and that is good enough.
I promise I am writing and stuff, I'm just not sharing much I am really sorry life is crazy. At least 50hrs of my week is put towards work and school so not much else gets done. Sorry!!
I wore short sleeves to Thanksgiving. Legit flipped my mother off when she asked if that's what I was wearing because fuck family if they can't handle me in all my mother fucking glory.
Made the mistake of rolling my sleeves up an inch today at work and got a few comments along the lines of, "Oh my god! What happened to your ARM?" Like good God has no one ever seen a scar. ugh. Shrugged it off so we are good.
Uh...ask me things if you want to I'll answer anything.
Love you all
Kristin
Wowzer
I feel like I just wrote my last update but it's been over a year. I don't know how that happened.
I should probably write another update even if it feels like screaming into the abyss. That will come later.
For now, I'm kinda wondering if anyone is still out there. Would anyone want more art? I might start posting again anyway.
I'm back to writing a bit more now. I think its a lot better than my mentally ill ramblings.
Feeling Like A Stranger
Not sure anyone will even read this but hello!
So, it's been over a year since I last wrote an update. Unfortunately I can not and will not sum up a year in a journal but lets hit some highlights.
1. I passed the hardest test of my life and became a licensed life saver. I then got a job as an EMT and have been working in the Boston area for quite a while. I had one partner that was perfect in a lot of ways mostly because he taught me to stand taller and gave me the strength to bring hopeless kids to the same hospitals I had once occupied. Now my new partner is a ray of sunshine and a great friend.
2. My family has been through a lot. My si
Good News
Lots has happened in 5ish months. I'll stay away from the bad. I want to tell you guys about something that was magical for me.
I took my boyfriend to New York.
Our 4 year anniversary is July 3 but I had to give him his gift early.
His favorite band played a show in NYC and it was the closest date that had VIP tickets. I got him one and then added the meet and greet package. I managed to keep it all a secret for like 2 months. I packed his fav band tee and when we settled into our hotel room I told him that nights plans. It went perfectly and I got to sneak into the meet and greet because roadies are amazing people.
It goes without sayi
Updating
Wow it's been a month since I last wrote to all of you. I'm still at home wasting away. They won't let me back to work because my head and the migraines are killer. Sitting around all day is really starting to get to me.
Something really horrible happened recently that triggered a whole shit ton of bad memories and I have no way to handle it because I have been sent to find a new therapist and am off all of my meds. Basically I am self destructing.
In a matter of about 10-15 days it will be a full year without being hospitalized but...I'm thinking it will either not last long after that or I just won't make it.
Physically I am awful so tha
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